Pass me a tissue

what is my body doing that I'm producing so much tissue and then shedding it AT THIS RATE?!

We all know tissue comes out when you're menstruating, it's usually just a bit, sometimes you get a bigger chunk and you can feel it passing.  Sometimes I like to try and take it apart and squish it, run it under water to see if the tissue is red or if it's all the blood.

My inners are like some inside out snake trying to exfoliate, except snakes don't lose chunks of themselves, the just lose some skin and that's that.  Last night, I had a record size/volume amount of tissue.  It seems all the more disturbing considering how long I've been bleeding.

My Diva cup was filled to the rim. -- typical, but what I didn't realize was that it was filled entirely with tissue.  What the crap is happening in there?  Maybe this whole experience is making my uterus really emo and she's just cutting herself with a tiny machete.

I'm not sure why I feel so obsessed with this right now, I think the best I can explain is this:
With peeing and pooping I don't feel attached to the waste because it was stuff I put in my body, it absorbed what it needed (and then some *bellypat*) and then the rest is sent off to treatment plants.  Sure, we've all heard, blood is life -- plus I'm losing things my body added to itself.  It was something that became part of me and not something that was just passing through.  I'd be upset if I pooped out my appendix -- despite it being something that doesn't serve much purpose.  The point is that we've become rather attached.